I am fascinated by things larger than me.
I am attracted to things older than me.
I am alone and surrounded constantly.
I often cant control my laughter,
But more often cant control my tears.
I’m like a caged animal,
Wild but confined.
My knowledge is timeless,
My age is numberless.
I’m sickened by uselessness.
And in love with power.
Life is my story book,
My science project, my one true struggle.
Every detail was laid here before me,
Instructing me to solve this question , life.
What am I?
I am a historian, a poet, a lover, a learner.
I tackle peoples words with my mind,
and wrap myself around them., until
I am suffocated.
Always aware, always observing.
A troubled mind never sleeps.
And a sleeping soul will never wake.
I am life and death within itself.
And that’s all that I can be.