| Blog Entry |
|
|
I want!
|
I want
to lose my fears
and get on with my dreams.
I want
to be noticed for my character,
and not for how I look.
I want
to be needed,
not just WANTED but NEEDED.
I want
to live for everyone else,
because it truly makes...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-07-19 05:31:32
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 29 |
# Comments: 2 | Tags:
I want!
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Effort!
|
I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do,
or what I’m supposed to be like.
I cant read minds,
I cant help people if they are silent.
I’m nothing amazing,
or magical.
I don’t want to be built up
to something I’m...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-07-16 06:58:48
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 27 |
# Comments: 2 | Tags:
Effort!
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
One sloppy mess! Explicit Content
|
|
You've shown me that its not my fault.
I'm not the one holding you back,
forcing you to make the bad decisions you've made.
I was worried for the longest time
that all your mistakes were ca
used by me,
and I was even more worried that I had that much
...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-07-16 02:50:36
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 23 |
# Comments: 1 | Tags:
One sloppy mess!
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Careful and channeled optimism!
|
Maybe,
I should be clued in once in a while.
Instead of looking foolish,
by being happy.
Its amazing that I give any effort.
Sorry I even try.
I guess being toyed with is nice too,
it always assures me that no one is
reliable.
I guess...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-07-10 05:22:00
Average Rating: |
Views: 35 |
# Comments: 3 | Tags:
Careful and channeled optimism!
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
I couldnt, I wont.
|
Everyone is so inviting,
And yet so disgusting.
They all just want to seem what they aren’t.
And despite what they all think,
I could not try harder,
I’m far too old and tired to even try at all.
I am a lie, and also the complete...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-07-09 22:13:27
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 29 |
# Comments: 2 | Tags:
I couldnt
I wont.
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
I love people.
|
Everyone can sing,
But not necessarily sing well.
Everyone has the ability to kill someone else,
But they don’t.
Everyone wants to feel attractive,
Even when they know they aren’t.
Everyone wants to be loved,
Even if they deny it.
...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-07-04 17:48:01
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 43 |
# Comments: 4 | Tags:
I love people
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Smile.
|
Its a mad world,
a cold world,
a beautiful world.
The hidden emotions
and hidden faces
are all really the same.
Yet you still hide.
The heat will melt your mask,
and leave you vulnerable,
more so then you are able
to...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-06-28 04:03:28
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 43 |
# Comments: 3 | Tags:
Smile.
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
<3
|
Two years ago today things were normal. Life was still amazing, and I was still a happy and optimistic person.
Those two years have gone by, and I still think of you everyday, and I still look for your guidance in everything I do, you still impact my every move and I still love you.
...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-06-26 23:57:47
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 48 |
# Comments: 2 | Tags:
<3
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Have fun.
|
If you are willing to try
to handle me,
then I guess I must
admire you.
I will always fight and
push and struggle.
And be spitefully neurotic.
And if you can handle it,
then you are something special.
I am a lot of work.
Have fun.
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-06-25 03:32:11
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 41 |
# Comments: 2 | Tags:
Have fun
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
XXXXX Explicit Content
|
Sometimes I am completely locked out
of every thought, conversation, life.
Sometimes I am completely put down, let down,
and disapointed.
But I will always smile.
Not for them, not for
you, but just for me.
Because I am my only friend.
You can...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-06-12 22:45:24
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 68 |
# Comments: 3 | Tags:
Shit
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Envious
|
When I was there,
I believed I belonged here.
But now that I'm here,
I realize I belong no where.
Maybe that smoke will clear,
and I can be real.
I can quit being envious of
anyone who can be human.
And find a place where I belong.
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-06-03 18:32:52
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 45 |
# Comments: 1 | Tags:
Envious
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Poison
|
Sometimes things break,
and can never be fixed.
I will never heal,
and Im sorry if I
need more care than
anyone else.
Im sorry if I require
tears,
poisons,
and
solitude.
I can only warn everyone I come...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-05-26 21:13:10
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 44 |
# Comments: 2 | Tags:
Poison
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Anything Real
|
I live in a fairy tale land.
Where you can have faith in people.
Where there is some good in the world.
Where you can hide, and nothing will
ever get you.
Where you can always find someone to
love you.
Where you can float through your days,
...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-05-24 12:13:31
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 65 |
# Comments: 5 | Tags:
Anything Real
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Tell me everything
|
I dont believe
you know how much you
hurt me.
I get my heart broken
everyday.
And yet,
I will always forgive you,
and love you.
Tell me everything.
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-05-21 23:47:14
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 47 |
# Comments: 1 | Tags:
Tell me everything
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
My reason.
|
Don't ever worry,
that you aren't the most
important person to me
still.
You are.
Don't ever think
I don't remember every
word you ever said to me.
I do.
Don't be disappointed
in the mistakes I made, or...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-05-21 01:00:06
Average Rating: |
Views: 47 |
# Comments: 3 | Tags:
My reason
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
What to believe.. Explicit Content
|
"Erica, its funny, because you say it like you believe it"
I thought I did believe it.
Im not sure what to believe anymore.
My life,
everyones life,
is
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-05-18 19:26:58
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 61 |
# Comments: 4 | Tags:
what to believe
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Life is ok.
|
Id rather live a thousand years alone,
than be surrounded by these fools.
Id rather have giant wounds,
open to the millions of things that can get in.
Id rather feel nothing,
than never feel loved.
Id rather be consumed by sadness,
than be...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-05-17 19:12:23
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 47 |
# Comments: 2 | Tags:
Life is ok
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
If only
|
If only you could read my mind.
You would know that
everything you say
makes me love you.
If only you could tell the truth.
I’m not patient.
I’m tired of guessing.
And I’m sorry.
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-05-16 18:47:23
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 70 |
# Comments: 3 | Tags:
If only
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
The Truth. Explicit Content
|
Why must you torture yourself?
You must know the truth because I cannot
believe you are really that ignorant.
Maybe you dont want to believe the truth.
But soon enough
I will rip open y
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-05-14 21:36:10
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 66 |
# Comments: 4 | Tags:
The Truth
|
| Blog Entry |
|
|
Secret
|
Cherish the innocence inside of all the evil.
It will hurt you, all the while loving you.
Run wild child, while you still have the time.
Subconsciously the fire burns stronger everyday,
and it will release, as a wild flame, unable to be put out.
Here is a...
|
| Read More |
Posted by:
PinkZebra on 2008-05-11 23:34:59
Average Rating: No Rating |
Views: 59 |
# Comments: 0 | Tags:
secret
|
|
|
