So my roommate never showed up to College. And M's roommate was a lesbo. I wouldn't of mind rooming with a lesbian because just because she's attracted to your sex doesn't mean she's attracted to you... I mean I'm sorry I only like a certain type of boys. I'm not attracted to every living person with a penis. It just doesn't work that way. but anyway M apparently thought her chicken legs, her disgusting rashy red skin which she covers up with pounds of make up, her extreme awkwardness, her horrible stench, and her stupidity was attractive to another woman and wanted to move in with me. Well I'm a pretty accepting person. This girl was nice. Awkward? very. but nice sure why not. So M decided to move in with me. It worked out for the first few weeks. We were both nice to each other, shared the same friends, and it was nice to be with a person who was quiet because I'm not going to lie... I talk alot.

And lucky for M, our room became the social room. I had a friend down the hall from my home town, 2 random girls who I asked to go out with us a couple of times, R and R's roommate. We all got along well. the 7 of us were the Bottom Floor Beautys. Or so our corny name was.

But things got annoying. Being the outgoing and social person that I am I managed to meet allt he right people, and ended up planning every single night what parties to go. I didn't mind at first, a party is for everyone! The more the marrier. Until one night I was tired and just wanted to stay in with R. Then R's roommate K comes into my room and says "you have 30 minutes to find us something to do." I look at her in disgust. Was I really being used by all of these girls. This is pathetic. and I didn't make phone calls that night.

That's right. Different from high school I decided to actually stand up for myself. I didn't need every single person in the world to love me. In fact all I needed was the people I like to like me. I don't need to be a "sweetie" or the girl everyone loves. I needed be myself. Well that certainly had a posiive outcomes.

live it up. xoxo

Pink Lady