Yuup, I said it. Hes wanted! His name is Derek, and were kind of dating. But I have a couple of problems. For starters, I live in the ghetto so its dog-eat-dog out here. I basically hang out with boys, i love them. My boiiz are basically all about money, drugs, alchohol and girls. They have no plans for life and frankly there all drop outs. Every single one of them has been arrested, atleast once! Some have been locked up for years now. But My boiiz are really protective of me. There older. Im 14 & there all 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21! So let me just add there all really attractive! ahah.
Anyways, ive hooked up with alot of them and dated a few. Theres Steven.. we hooked up and he likes me still so hes all over protective. Theres Jason who we kinda had a fling and is the guy I would run to if I didnt have a thing with derek. Which leads me to Derek, the guy im dating now. Theres Langley(his lastname) and me and him are really good buds. Theres Jordan who liked me but now has a girl so its all good. Theres Jesse who is love with my bestfriend thats a girl. Theres 2 Ali's.. they both love me off!! Too lazy to name the rest, but See Derek and my boiiz who were his friends have been fighting.. and people have been arrested for it, stabbed, beating, robbed, the whole nine yards. So me and derek were getting serious so he said he was going to come back to school (he dropped out while we were seeing eachother) and i was happy until my boiiz attacked derek.. recently. 4 were arrested and were in the bin for days. 2 were charged with robbery and assualt but didnt do time. Derek is in hiding, so I havnt talked to him or seen him. He wont pick up my calls.. and no one will tell me anything of what really went down that night because there all afraid of losing me! DEREK COULD BE DEAD AND NO ONE IS FUCKING TELLIN ME?? SOMEONE CAN BE HURT AND I DONT KNOW?? THE MAN I LOVE IS WANTED FROM THE BOOIZ WHO ARE LIKE FAMILY TO ME! IT KILLS ME. MY BOIIZ ARNT COMING BACK TO SKEWL BECAUSE THEY FEEL THAT THE VPS ALWAYS CALL THE COPS ON THEM. THERE GUNNA BECOME LOW LIFES. IM TIRED OF CONVINCING THEM. AND I MISS DEREK.. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! AND I MEAN IT. WHEN IM AROUND HIM I FEEL LIKE IM IN HEAVEN AND THAT MY PROBLEMS ARE ERASED. I JUST WANT HIM HERE WITH ME AND DO TO KNOW THAT HES NOT DEAD IN SOME DUMPSTER! HOW SHOULD I CONVINCE MY BOOIZ TO TELL ME WHERE HE IS OR WHAT HAPPENED? I REALLY NEED THE HELP. THANKSS
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