I don't know why I struggle so much with simple decision making.  Do we go away on holiday for my daughter's birthday or do we have a huge get together?
Do we install a prepaid meter or go with the existing council? Do I start with renovations or do we just leave as is?

Do I ? Dont I?..........I can't seem to make decisions on my own.I always need approval from others, I wonder why I do this.Something to do do with fear of responsibility? Maybe if I don't decide & things does
not work the way we want I can't be blamed. On the other hand why am I afraid of being blamed? I don't report to anyone, no one's in charge of my life but myself. Does this make sense to anyone??? ...

Okay so that's my contribution for today, confused or what?