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| This Same Date, 3 Years Back. |
My sister got put into care.
Her father had abused both of us.
But she got put into care.
To be honest, im kinda jealous of that fact.
Because i had to stay with him, until about a few months back.
I carried on doing what he did.
I lied in that othe blog.
Well no i dont because to me it feels like the truth, because my past doesnt count to me anymore.
It's wrong!
Absolutely disgusting, what he did.
Fucked up my confidence.
This is why im so insecure.
So shaken everyday.
So paranoid, and always looking over my shoulder.
He's not even in jail.
I tried my best to live through i, but you know sometimes you just get reminders and its like a wave draging your heart down to the firey pits of hell.
I try to overlook it, but i end up under all the past shit i've buried.
He even got his sodding friends involved.
I feel worthless, unwanted.
You would feel the same.
Especilly if your step father had sexually abused you for 6 years.
PearlsAndGold.
p.s. Im sorry, i seem to be always complaining, i'll try not to d it again. But i cant promise anything.
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Posted by PearlsAndGold on 2009-11-01 08:11:52 | Rating: | Views: 16
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