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Well, HELLOOOOOO there all. This is my first blog and I just created it on a whim, because of feelings pent up and emotions tangled. I felt writing it out for random strangers to read is better than pouring it all on someone I know and regretting dampening their mood, or going on a wild fish-whacking rampage.
So then, without the need for formal introductions because this is a good place to get a laugh or a cry or sympthay out of life, let's just run headlong into my situation. I'm warning you, it's gonna be petty, it's gonna involve parents, and it's gonna make you frustrated.
WHY then, I ask all of you, why have a child in America when you're only going to force the child to live by cultural customs or what the "old world" wanted to do? I honestly DON'T mean to disrespect my culture, which is ancient and regal. Of course, the opporative word is "ancient" and therefor a hint as to why I'm so incredibly angry. I know all of you have had dates and crushes, but you've been allowed boyfriends, yes? BLEARRGHHH this isn't going to work particularly well because it's late and I have to work tomorrow and there's such an AWFUL lot to cover. I feel like a madly ranting teacher, but to hell with it all!
It all comes down to the fact that my father is more or less crazy. By trying to find one thing to pinpoint and tip all the blame onto, it's the guilt that's driving me up the wall. It's even making me use these stupid little phrases like "driving me up the wall"! I'm sure if I were in a more creative mood I'd be able to think of something a little more stimulating. As it is, I'm tired and "up the wall" is all you're getting out of me. I've never before given my parents any reason to not trust me. EVER. As in, I'm such a good kid it's embarassing. And the kid I like is such a good kid that it's breaking my control. Teenagers. I know, we're petty, you were there once upon a time so break out the year book and remember. The only reason I can't date is because my father is the most strongwilled person you will ever meet. He is hard headed and rather selfish, had working yet lazy. He is crazy but sane and narrowminded. He's everything and nothing at all. This makes absolutely NO sense whatsoever but it doesn't particularly matter because nothing about my situation will make ANY sense. I appreciate you trying to understand, and glare at you who are reading and suppressing laughs or else just full on bursting those raucous peals of mirth. Go on then, pity me or laugh, it all really doesn't matter because it's hot and my parents cheap off the air conditioning, I want a chocolate bar and I haven't got one, and my boyfriend can't be my boyfriend because my dad says so. BECAUSE MY DADDIO SAYS SO. Imagine that! He's obsessed with golf and tennis and I know the situation. He's trying to live vicariously through me. I know I should feel sorry for him because when he was growing up amidst ten brothers and sisters, he never got anything but the short end of the stick. But honestly, that can't be the only excuse to dump everything on me, everything that HE wanted and never had till now. I suppose life is "handed to me on a silver platter" and all, but it really really isn't. Everything we have is completely second hand, my dad's enormous strange PRIDE is the reason everything is so completely messed up. GAHHHHHHH! If I had to ability to breathe fire throught anger, the house would be completely incinerated. More later, sorry to keep you hanging. I'm just tired and ht and angry and I gotta go pray and I have to work tomorrow.
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Posted by PeachyKeenVelveteen on 2008-07-30 00:34:57 | Rating: | Views: 68
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how old are u
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Posted by thebloggerL
on 2008-07-30 15:26:07
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haha how old are you? Well i had the same problem because im thirteen and the guy who's in love with me is 16 and im not aloud to date him for a year blah blah blah blah blah, well i did anyway. i just recently found out he was a JERK. he's just that way maybe not as much as my last 15 year old bf but he is not the person i mad him out too be and i am PISSED at his fat ass. i decided to go against all odds and this is what i got, Well i hope ur dad lightens up but if he doesn't, then idk by the time ur eighteen you'll be aloud to date by law hahahah, sorry bye=]
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Posted by bri_axedit_addiction
on 2008-08-02 20:11:40
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