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PaleViolet's Blogs in January 2009

Home sweet home? hmmmm
I haven't written blog for quite a while...I had 2 weeks holiday in Japan and Korea [plus bonus few days in Indonesia, my home country]... Back to Singapore, workload is waiting, tried to catch up...... When i arrive home after work, i am just too tired to even think bout updating blog or......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-09 11:27:43 | Rating:

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I am trapped..there is no way out
I have to admit something that i didnt dare to admit, even to myself..but i have to , to make myself feel better....After break up, my friends said I am still happy, didnt show any negative feelings [that i have just broken up]....I joke around, laugh a lot and hangout with friends... The......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-12 02:08:17 | Rating:

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Insomnia and migraine
I cant sleep .again...I am really at the lowest tide of my life..I really2 hate my job and whatever i have done, i feel like doing useless craps that all the people do not want to do and they dump ground on me....and they called it marketing...oh yeah, rite...No matter how much i have put effort-......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-14 10:24:36 | Rating:

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And it'll be just as quiet when i leave
Quiet- Rachael Yamagata Baby says I can't come with him And I had read all of this in his eyes Long before he even said so Why go, I asked You know and I know why And it'll be just as quiet when I leave As it was when I first got here I don't expect anything I don't expect......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-24 14:06:44 | Rating:

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Tears streaming down my cheeks
I have been hurt again i dunno how many times.... I am feeling so stupid and hopeless loving a guy who doesnt even care bout me anymore... I am feeling so weak loving a guy that doesnt love me anymore I dunno if he is the guy that i love..... I dunno if he is the guy that i have shared......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-25 07:28:13 | Rating:

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You and I know the reason why...
Think about how it might have been We'd spend our days travelin' It's not that I don't understand you It's not that I don't want to be with you But you only wanted me The way you wanted me So, I will head out alone and hope for the best And we can hang our heads down as we skip......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-26 02:41:15 | Rating:

| Views: 28 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Love

Inside my room.....
Inside my room....looking through window.... I can see the apartment's swimming pool...a family spending last day of Chinese New year holiday..kids are happily swimming & parents are relaxing in gazebo...a group of people are playing tennis in tennis yard....Today is one sunny and breezy......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-27 04:39:19 | Rating:

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Today.......
Today.... I have decided to say sorry and really meant it.... Today..... I have decided to show that i regretted anything and i proved it.... Today...... I have decided to forgive and forgo.... People say, let's it be the past..move forward.... Dun regret that it has......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-28 10:18:59 | Rating:

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Tell me where all my dreams gone?
I thought i have moved on.... But how come tears are streaming down my cheeks again when i saw her walls to him..... I thought i was strong.... But how come I am feeling numb when he talked bout her..that they are so close and that his family wants her to be together with her in the......Read More