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All in all
The ambiguity was and still is painful
like a piercing arrow meeting the core of my heart
and the moment arises as a result of the non-action and emptiness
that precedes the direct perception of the ordinary
In order to avoid it,
i decided to make a move
I decided to interpret, conceptualize and discover
all through the ten thousand illusions of my mind
And so the world took meaning
through faith, happiness, hope, ambition, fear and pain
through thought, feeling, perception, intuition and memory
and i wonder, could it be...
Yet while all took meaning
the vulnerable core might have got estranged
and the direct experience was made unavailable
this odd idea
this bizare realisation
damn!!!
it was all too hard for adam to stay away from that single tree
in this very reflection
and this sad poem
i am once again eating the fruit
falling for the temptation of knowledge
all due to my weakness
my failure to hold on to the ambuigity, paradoxes and contradictions
and once a wise man told me
that a millepede who walked beautifully
eventually became rigid and froze
as soon as one tempted ant asked him
'how is it mr millepede that you walk so elegantly?'
and yet i must mention
that nothing of it is at all evil
because evil itself is the illusion of the mind
the result of the causality of the mental and physical suffering
but what a pity for many
the hard times of intense suffering
and i dream that maybe one day
we will return to the core
the simple and the ordinary
where the mind surrenders to the heart
and the heart to the core
that lies within and without
with you and with me
with the heaven and with hell
and with joy and suffering
but whatever the case...the situation might be hopeless but never serious
2008
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Posted by OrdinaryMind on 2008-02-26 16:39:41 | Rating: | Views: 46
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