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Well here it is 5:50 am. I went to bed at 1 am and was up at 4:44 am with anxiety.
I have been battling the feeling of having a panic attack most of the day. I get to the point I don't want to go to bed. I hate waking in the middle of the night to sheer panic.
I have been sick to my stomach and having hot and cold flashes. I laid down on the couch to try to go back to sleep and soon as I would start to fall back to sleep the anxiety would surge. The anxiety is even making my arms and legs go numb.
Ugh, now I am cold again. Soon as I cover up I will get hot.
I have to keep remembering my post from earlier. God is continually thinking of me. He sees me, sees my struggle and knows my pain. He has allowed this in my life for a plan and a purpose. This is not forever and soon and very soon I will see my redemption out of this pit.
He has a glorious purpose for me that the enemy is trying to distroy but I will not allow it. This is my life. My kids need me, my husband needs me and I can not let this control my life any longer.
Blessings to all.
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Posted by OnAngelsWings on 2007-12-28 07:02:07 | Rating: | Views: 122
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Thank you for sharing this blog....I feel for you but am so glad that you know that God is in control and he will bring you thru this..........Has this just started???
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Posted by Hollis
on 2007-12-28 07:14:06
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Hi, no this started 6 years right before the birth of my second son. I then got better and hadn't really suffered with them until about a month ago.
Amen he is in control!
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Posted by OnAngelsWings
on 2007-12-28 10:17:16
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