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In the middle of being with my boyfriend and going to work. It is really strange to think that I just woke up and it is already 4:30, and in 30 minuted I will be walking into work with a smile and a tuxedo top (oh, the life of a server. I will probably rant about that at some point.)
My boyfriend is so confusing to me. Of course, he is an amazing fellow - otherwise I wouldn't be with him. He is super smart, cute, caring, funny, and has a flair for theatrics. He is also confused about life, about me sometimes, and about the future.
We had a good talk yesterday; I told him that when he doesn't show he cares about me/loves me that I feel dumb or stupid and sad and dejected too. He thought about things for twenty minutes, and he concluded that he doesn't want me to feel that way, that he really does love me and that he thinks I am amazing. It was WONDERFUL to hear it, but I had also been asleep for a while before he said it so it was a little disorienting.
I wish he wasn't about to leave the country. I wish that things were more set in stone for the future, but maybe that is what the fun/excitement about it all is? I do know that I hate to see him go, that I am constantly laughing when I am around him and he is the same way. 9 MONTHS! We could have a baby right now if we decided to. That would suck haha.
Alright...time to get ready for work. I can't show up in boxer shorts and a tie dyed shirt ^_^
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Posted by Omphalos on 2008-05-17 16:36:39 | Rating: | Views: 32
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