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It is really frustrating how a bad dream can color my morning. This morning, I woke up after having a horrible ex-boyfriend dream accompanied by a horrible drug dream. I can't remember all the details, but at some point in my dream my ex was dating my roommate, and I had to see him in my house. I think that is sort of symbolic, how he has come into my comfort zone and become a part of my life although we are broken up and have horrible relations. The thing is this: he goes to the same concerts as me, he has a lot of the same friends as me (so he is at their parties,) and he works for the same non profit that I do. So, I have seen him probably 8 times in the past two weeks. Ahh!
So, I have decided to give up on communications with the guy. I totally hate talking to him, it is painful or oddly empty, and see no reason to put myself through it. On another note, I am considering the possibility of going to less parties that he is at. The problem with that, of course, is that I am missing out on fun times I can have. But they are fun times stained with the sadness of him not being there. Or being there, but being distant.
I cannot remain angry forever. I cannot cry every day forever. I will get over this. I just don't know how. :/
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Posted by Omphalos on 2008-09-09 10:57:58 | Rating: | Views: 34
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JUST THINK HE IS PROBABLY FEELING THE SAME WAY! I DONT KNOW THE SITUATION BUT NO MATTER WHAT YALL WERE TOGETHER HE IS MOST LIKELY FEELING THE SAME WAY, JUST DONT LET HIM SEE YOU SWEAT! IT WILL WORK OUT DONT STOP YOUR LIFE BECAUSE OF HIM THEN HE WILL KNOW ITS EATING AT YOU KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND STAY STRONG! ITS HARD TO DEAL WITH I AM SURE BUT YOU WILL EITHER GET HIM BACK OR MOVE ON TO SOMETHING SO MUCH BETTER! STAY UP IT WILL BE COOL I PROMISE YOU THAT!!!!
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Posted by jessfreethinkin
on 2008-09-09 11:04:29
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