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New Goal!
I need to learn to be less inhibited. I went out last night and had a blast, and talked to all sorts of people and enjoyed it, and wasn't self conscious. I really need to be that way all the time: less inhibited, less self conscious. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-01 10:25:00 | Rating:

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Ok, so we haven't had sex, BUT
I am afraid that it is possible that I am pregnant. We did fool around. And, he was inside me a few inches for a few minutes. Without a condom. He never orgasmed, BUT I am scared that I am pregnant. Why am I scared that I am pregnant? Because it is technically possible that I am pregnant. I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-03 15:01:43 | Rating:

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I'm finally coming to accept my Agnosticism
I believe that the world is a good place, and that things happen for a reason, and that maybe there is a god but there isn't a way to know. And people aren't born with natural sin, they are perfect through all their imperfections. And the only thing we need to save each other from is our own hate......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-04 00:57:00 | Rating:

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Crazy dream
I am living in this expensive house in this expensive neighborhood. I am hanging out with a boy, who is supposed to be my brother but looks like this kid I had psychology class with. We are trying to make out in the house when all of a sudden, I notice something isn't right. I look out the large,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-04 10:34:45 | Rating:

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I know that time continues...
But right now it feels stuck. It feels stuck in between waiting for things; for my best friend to come back, for my best guy to come back, to find out what I am doing next in my walk. I'm so happy to have some of the wonderful people in my life! I am so happy to have close girl friends, and......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-04 20:43:44 | Rating:

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I MISS YOU
So so badly. You are a piece of sparkling life whose glimmer is sorely missed. A longing. A smell, earlier today, wrapped in desire. JESUS FUcKING CHRIST. I HAVE FOUR WEEKS UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN. Love. Sick. Sick. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-09 01:04:56 | Rating:

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I am fucking annoyed
Dear World, I love you, I really do. You captured my heart long ago with all of your wonder, and since then have spun a beautiful love story with me and the rest of your populace. Thank you for all that. At the same time, WHAT THE FUCK! Why do I keep asking my friend Canadian to go out......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-10 15:53:01 | Rating:

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Bad Dream
Can't remember it in its entirety; what I do remember is being in this really tropical place, and having someone coming after me in a sexual sense, and trying to get away from them, running into my ex-boyfriends ex-girlfriend and her being hateful, which is completely contrary to what she is in......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-12 11:35:40 | Rating:

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Guys are assholes and I want a chick
SO, yesterday I had a very deep, very intimate conversation with a guy friend of mine- lets call him Emilio. We talked about our lives, our past, and about (for me) guys that have been innapropriate and forthcoming in my life in the past. He sympathized with me, telling me that sometimes, guys......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-14 12:14:48 | Rating:

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Shallow much?
On the whole, I really want to contribute to the world. I look for value in things. I want to be involved with others in a deep, meaningful way. Right now though, I could really use something hot and easy. I am a free woman... ^_^ ...Read More