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Today is my first post. Its been awhile since I had an online blog. My first blog was on Livejournal. I got tired of that so I tried Myspace then Xanga. I went away from Myspace. I started writing blogs when I was a teenager. I've grown so much since those years. I am now a Senior in college and have grown into a woman.
My faith as a Christian has changed so much especially my relationship with Jesus. I would like to spend my time writing about that relationship with Jesus. I want this journal to be uplifting and positive. I realize that there are a lot of pessimistic people that don't believe in being nice to people. I've have a lot of anger towards pessimistic people because of how they treat others. They don't see the good in others and aren't willing to see that they are wrong in their life so they push people away. I've decided I can't have pessimistic people in my life because they always end up being angry and jealous of you because you are happy. I am happy because my happiness comes from God. Yes, I go through trials, but I am happy because I know the next day that I won't be going through it. I am happy because I know that one day I will be in heaven with my Lord.
This journal will be about the loves of my life. I have loved a lot. In college I loved a man so much that it broke my heart that he didn't love me back the way I loved him. I still love him, but I lift him up to the Lord. I tried to force him to love me by my words and got angry and yelled at him. I took out my anger by words because I wished that he would be in a relationship with me. I know I am wrong, but I somehow wish one day we would be in a relationship. We dated on and off and now we aren't talking anymore. He's thinks I am a nice person, but its something the Lord has taken away from me so that I can spend all my time with him and that he can transform my heart. I guess I will stop here. I just hope that one day everything will be healed between us, but for now its just a process.
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Posted by Olivia24 on 2008-04-19 19:33:05 | Rating: | Views: 31
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Welcome to thoughts.com
You will like it here,
great feedback
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Posted by roe
on 2008-04-20 00:19:46
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