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Nycterina's Blogs in May 2009

Some Days
SOmedays, I feel like really being a bad kid. Actually doing what they have acused me of doing. Actually acting how I would have to act to deserve the way he talks to me. Finding some boy, having sex and staying out til god knows when. Doing drugs and drinking, just for the hell of it. What would......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-03 02:29:29 | Rating:

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Oh So Strange
So this week just seems dumb, like nothing is going to go right. I don't know why, but I so don't even care. Life moves on, I have decided that. My family is screwed up, I guess I know that now. I actually talked to Selina today. Whhhyyy am I so fascinated by this girl? I don't even know. I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-05 20:27:30 | Rating:

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Can you say Jealous? Oh yes.
So I found out today that the TA in my history class is not only going to college in freaking Wales on a full ride, she is a JUNIOR! What. The. Hell. I was already like "Omg, that's awesome, Wales." Then my brother today starts telling me this stuff. How she was in ALL AP and took......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-09 20:07:42 | Rating:

| Views: 29 | Comments: 2 | Tags: school college wales Advanced placement AP ambition success

We Believe
I have to wonder what is wrong with the world sometimes. I had to watch part of a documentary in french class the other day, and it talked about their health care systems. Compared to the US, it is insane. Here I am, my parents can't even take me to the doctor when I am sick. We watched another......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-14 23:03:54 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 0 | Tags: racism ignorance arrogance world issues change

Hope and Hate
I feel the earth, it's quaking As many people cry Difference causes loss of words Maybe we're just a lie I feel my hands, they're shaking From a fear you cannot understand Blue eyes are fierce as I pull away Why don't you grab my hand? I feel his heart, it's beating Full......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-18 19:39:16 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 1 | Tags: poem hope hate life love people

Failed Ambition
So today I found out the Mr. A is not having a real Student Staff this year, he is only having Drum Majors, Drum Captains, Guard Captains, and Librarians. Two of each, I am going to assume. Although he could change it up, because he's Mr. A and he does that. He expects the band seniors to be......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-26 23:15:05 | Rating:

| Views: 33 | Comments: 0 | Tags: marching band los osos high school drama student staff audition ambition flute piccolo

Mon Weekend avec Camille et Juliette
Je passais le weekend dernier avec Juliette et sa mere, et Monsieur et Camille. C’étais amusant car nous faisions beaucoup de choses. Le Matin de Samedi, nous sommes allés à l’ecole pour une competition de musique pour Camille, DaJuan, Sasha, Sally, Taylor, Simon,......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-28 23:15:36 | Rating:

| Views: 78 | Comments: 0 | Tags: french language blog weekend

Senior Letter to Camille
Written for Camille, as requested. I thought I'd blog it. Dear Camille, I remember meeting you at band camp my freshman year. You randomly walked up to me with my lunch, given to you by Alex, and you tell me “Hey, you’re my freshman for the day, okay?!” And then I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-30 23:57:50 | Rating:

| Views: 35 | Comments: 0 | Tags: senior high school graduation college band letter

Invisible Child
I meet eyes with you and it sends shocks down my entire body. Reading history, studying. Obnoxiously dropping your phone and not realizing that I want to laugh so badly at you, because your embarassed face is so amusing. When you actually wandered over to where I sit, I could barely breathe. But......Read More