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So tired,.....eyes weigh me down.......damn, cant even spell tonight........the room fades from view.....got a little too wasted tonight........little to high.........friends are already out and i'm online trying to get my thoughts out for myself to remember and for the world to see.......why must i get the world to see?? Not sure why I need acceptance at this point in my life..or any point for that matter. Guess maybe I always will........do you accept me? exactly..who the fuck are you? .......If you've gotten this far then your life must be as boring and shitty as mine. ..................................................... ..................................................i feel the decay of time hitting me tonight. I sat in the bar with some friends from work but i felt the distance of my life before me.....its not like it used to be. Now I need to worry about going to work and becoming some asshole that I"m not. and being some person that is responsible and that i'm not.......it's really too bad that you can't just be yourself in life....live the life that you want to live........but i guess the guy in office space is right, "that's bullshit because if everybody followed that rule there would be no janitor's in the world because nobody would want to clean up shit all day!"..................clean shit all day.........if i had nobody to answer to, not anybody, not even myself................cleaning shit might not be so bad after all............mmmmmmmmm.....shit..........shit...........ta ke it and buy!!
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Posted by Nutshell on 2008-02-21 21:45:12 | Rating: | Views: 105
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