I learned that Clueless was trying to get the military to dishonorably discharge so I could come home , he wrecked my car then used the money to buy his own personal vehicle, and he continuously emailed me that I abandoned the girls.

All eyes on me

watching and waiting for me 

to mess up

I have to worry about 

keeping myself

coming home in one piece

keep my sanity in this insane situation

How much more can you trample me

I have to prove myself 

and

defend my country

When will this ever end

Stripping my means of a little freedom

Trying to destory me

Make me come back broken

I don't believe you

saying such things infront of the girls
 
Your mommie abandon you

how I heard those cries

and 

felt those tears

that I could not wipe away

The more distance between us 

it makes me see you 

for 

who you really are

One Love