Today was offically the 1st day that I was back at work. Some were looking at me like they had seen a ghost while knew I was there to handle business. I greeted everyone like I usually do. I went into my office and the night crew did my plants justice. I have to make sure that I treat them to thier favorite things. Many people wonder why every morning the night crew adorns my door and a few other doors with flowers. The reason is I appreciate what they do for me. It's just that simple. I send an email to my Uncle requesting the comapny's van. His only reply was I thought you would ask. I sent an urgent email to all my team members letting them know the schedule change for today, what items to bring on this trip that we are taking, and about the Joint Minds meeting has been reschedule for next week. I call my lost soul to see where they are located and if they were up for a visit. I found out that they were still in the hospital but the people from work that could visit them was my uncle and me. I did not questioned it then I got severals email concerning where to send cards and flowers to lost soul. I sent out a mass email back and told them to send them to home address it would be better. My team members emailed me back whining about this and that. I let them know that I wanted them at that van pronto. All emails stopped ......maybe they got the hint.  I looked at the time to see how many minutes I had to spare. This is the start of the business day so there really is not much to do. I stand infront of the window basking in the warm glow of the sun. This is the perfect time for meditation.


After I meditated, I still have a few minutes to spare. I grab my things and head for the van. Everyone standing there like children wondering who is trouble. I smile to show that they could relax at least for now. Everyone piles into the van and then I start sounding off the things things that I listed in the email just to make sure that everyone including me has all thier things. Everything is a go. I put in a meditation CD while I drive them to thier unknown destination. If you heard the CD you would not be aware that it was causing you to meditate. I really did not know that was going on within the crew but I knew stress was the culprit. By the time, I reached the unkown destination which was my house. I turned around  to tell them that we are here. They are asleep. Sleeping like they had not slept in years. I leave the van running and allow them to refresh themselves while I go inside and finish preparing for the meeting. I only took 15 mins to finish preparing everything. I heard the van cut off and sleepiness washing awa from thier faces. I motion for them to come in and make them selves at home. I was hungry and knew that they would be too. I cooked a home made breakfast. I did not have to tell them twice to eat....LoL!!!!! I love to see the light within thier faces. There was not much talking going on but I could feel that there were some things that needed to be said. Someone asked why was Joint Minds rescheduled? I rescheduled the meeting for 2 main reasons.
1. Lost Soul's cry for help.

2. Our slip is showing.

No one said a word. I scanned the room to read the expressions on thier face. So you have heard about the fights? I shake my head to acknowledge that I knew it all and this was the time for them to come clean.

I heard so many confessions different things that were going on in the home front. Why has no one  said anything to me? There was a silence. I don't care if I was on vacation. I told you told you guys that if you need anything I would do my best to help you. Without each and every one of you there is no team. Life happens and we spend alot time together.....that is what makes us a family. How will you overcome if you don't ask for help? I see them looking at each other, smiling , hearing words of apology.......Inhale.....Exhale. The air is clearing. I let them talk among them selves as I clear the table but I found the whole crew helping me clean up. Hearing the laughter, feeling the comradery among them.  Tomorrow I was going to spend time with Lost Soul and check on my friend but today.....I am just enjoying the moment. I would not have traded  this moment for anything in the world.

One Love