I had to release these words that I have written when while I was dealing with Clueless and returned from overseas.

Working hard to come back in piece 
 
I notice

something different

I should be scared

I am at peace

as if
heaven

has came

has came

to stay

All your love has left me

even when we were together

we were distant

Why play this game?

I have to leave

Do you see

I have given you my all

taking me places that

I never meant see

I am tired
 
emotionally drained

to the bone

PLEASE TRUST

it does not have anything to do

where I was.

I can't go on like this

I have to move around

You have gotten too

relaxed

with 

whole situation

I just came back from

chaotic complications

This is causing my mind to

whirl

and

truly this makes me want to hurl.

I gotta go

I choose me

Peace like a mad beast.

One Love