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Random Feelings
I am all over the place and I need to riegn my mind in so I can focus. I think it has something to do the randon events that has been going on lately. I can't remember the days when it happened but I can only remember sequencial order of how things went down. First it......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-01 20:23:54 | Rating:

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Heaven Is Calling
Angel has become more dependent on her oxygen tank and insisted on that we finish her memorial service. Lately, she has been having trouble talking to so she writes everything that she wants to say. Even with her voice gone, her eyes still tells you what she is trying to say. She......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-02 21:44:20 | Rating:

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Prepare for Battle
In December 2006, Time was winding down for me to come home. I was so happy and thankful. We lost alot of fellow soliders but we had to complete the mission. I never was allowed to tell what was truly going on and really it is still hard for me to talk about it. A month before I found out the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-03 23:00:00 | Rating:

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No Red Carpet
In 2007, I arrived home early from my deployment because my grandmother was getting married and my cousin died which both happened to be on the same day. Clueless decided that he was going to make other plans. You told me that things would different no more......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-03 23:01:00 | Rating:

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The RIDE
In 2005, I was unaware that I was riding emotional roller coaster. I could not stay focus or yet alone sleep. I really can't tell you how I survived being deployed with no sleep and no peace. I was on total and complete autopilot. When I came in home 2007, I started seeing things......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-03 23:02:00 | Rating:

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Gotta Let It Go
I had to release these words that I have written when while I was dealing with Clueless and returned from overseas. Working hard to come back in piece I notice something different I should be scared I am at peace as if......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-03 23:03:00 | Rating:

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Let's Get Ready To Rumble!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In June of 2007, I had been home for maybe a good six months. I was taking some classes online and going to my therapist for for different things that I had to deal with while I was deployed. The girls were gone to my mother's for the a few days. It was just Clueless and I.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-03 23:04:00 | Rating:

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Hello Sex, Lies, and Adultry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In July 2007, The mystery was cracked wide open when I found mail and other things that proved that Clueless was not on the same path that I. I decided to hold the information that I had on him. I sit here reading the statements of......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-04 12:00:00 | Rating:

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Broken Chains
This year , this poem was written after a dream coming true. I was finally able to face the source of my pain and not be bitter about it. Clinging Clanging I keep hearing that sound who is that behind me? No one......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-05 19:33:24 | Rating:

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To All My Friends and Others who read my blog
Yesterday, my world came to a screeching halt. I recieved a phone call that I need to report to my duty station. I am very familiar with calls like these and I know all too well where I am going. I allready had my things packed just in case. I was told that I had be there on the 8th of......Read More