Today was a good day.....I was able to spend some much needed time with Mommie . I love the laughter we share together and the talks that we have. Mommie... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-01 11:55:00
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Yesterday was my lil brother's birhtday one step closing to becoming a man. He turned 17. Aaaaaaah, I remember that age and what I did when I was 17. I don't regret what I did when I was that... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-02 11:20:00
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Today was the last time I had to step with in the court house to deal with Clueless 's Bullshit and listen to the lies. Clueless arranged for the support and maintenance amounts for... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-02 11:25:00
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Today my dear friends, I have decided to eat unveil another layer that makes me unique. Hope you all enjoy it>>.............. She puts her pants one leg at a... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-02 23:25:00
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I try to run and hide but its too late for me, you see? Everyone knows what is going on and everyone sees the scars. I need to cover to advert the stares, to silences the whispering... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-02 23:25:00
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Today I decided that I was going to devote a little time to myself. I really did not know what I wanted to do or where I wanted to go. I really did not feel much of having some comapny... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-03 16:57:14
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Today, I was doing the usual here in the blogland community, visiting my friends seeing what is going on in thier neck of the woods. I have been noticing an unspoken hatred between different... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-04 13:24:20
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I got the nerve to finally call back J and invite him out to my coffee shop so we could talk and use the internet. What are the odds of me calling him and he... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-04 19:43:00
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I see the men gawking at me and trying to copy a feel. I don't say a word because I know what substance  flows through my veins and  do trust me, dear it isn't love. I... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-04 23:42:00
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Saturdays are days that lately I have not been planning since I am still on vacation. I was up a little earlier than I had planned on to be but it was well worth it. The girls decided to cook... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-05 21:20:19
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This past week, on the news in my town, 5 children live were altered. 1st Child: 14 years old and did not know that she was pregant. Gives birth to a still born while on a plane.... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-06 02:26:52
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3 dollar Frinedz are like gold plated earrengz sitting in the display waiting and wanting to be bought. 3 dollar Friendz are like $ 10.00 Rolexes and $ 15.00 Louis Vutton... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-07 10:53:04
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For the past few nights, my most attention starved daughter, Tag has been sleeping with me. She's not a gracious sleeper. It's not like she is some 300lb Great Dane but you better not... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-08 14:37:21
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Come On and Go with me......... Bound in struggles and strain unable to move freely as you chose. Pain in your eyes by the lies who told you they would Hold you tight on... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-09 17:00:50
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Today I comfort a dear friend  whose was shattered by lies told her by the man she thought loved her. This dedicated to her and all the jilted lovers of the world.... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-09 22:00:00
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I wish Thursdays weren't so wet. I wish Thursdays was truly a day added to the weekend. I wish I had someone to hold me on the wet days. I wish I could see Sunny... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-10 16:44:13
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Since Today was raining, I took that as a hint to lounge aroud a bit becuase I am suppose to go back to in 2 days but something tells me that Uncle will extend my vacation a little... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-10 19:11:30
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Thursday night, I was restless and did not even know why. Mommie called and asked if she and my younger siblings could come and enjoy my cool air since hers decided to take a... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-13 00:46:31
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My mind is still on auto pilot from Thursday. I have discovered that I need to increase my exercise routine because the  muscles in my legs are sore but hey I had a good time.....<big... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-13 06:41:10
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Eight years ago, There were 2 females that lived in 2 different places of Texas. Both females had 2 things in common being mothers and and strong love for the man pole. One female was 23 while... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-13 20:00:00
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I want to thank dear sweet mother for signing me up for a divorce support group. Trust me I did not go willing me. She tricked me into believing that it was something else and then once I... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-13 22:27:33
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Today was offically the 1st day that I was back at work. Some were looking at me like they had seen a ghost while knew I was there to handle business. I greeted everyone like I usually do. I... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-14 22:50:05
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Everything at work is back at normal..... Thank the powers that be . I am gathering all the cards and donations for Lost Soul trying to make that I am not forgetting anything before... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-15 20:00:00
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As one task was completed, I hurried to start on my new one. The girls were being picked up by the sitter because I was going to be home late. I am going to say that I am so kind of holier than... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-15 23:00:00
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Made to believe that love was all she need. Loving him genuinely and all he can say is "Baby it's good to me" Then within an instant,... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-16 00:48:18
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Now, I am bright eyed and bushy tailed. On my way home, from visiting Angel I called Attorney to see what is going on with her. I knew that she was not sleeping. I am so glad... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-17 12:48:37
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It appears that somewhere in the book of life , I have been chosen receive an enormous amounts of visits from negative forces. Many of my team members have commented that I should be livid... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-17 14:02:29
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Friday was a super light day at  work everything was going so smoothly that I decieded to cut the team loose to start thier weekend early. Instead of going home to thier families,... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-20 17:00:00
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My plan was to eat then continue with the story but my body made other plans instead. LoL!!!! The 3 of us made back to the room. I took a shower while Angel took her cocktail of meds... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-21 04:44:08
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Yesterday, Angel could not breathe. Truth be told ..... I was really terrified. She motioned for her oxygen tank. I called her mother to let her know what was going on because she was still... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-21 05:27:06
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I would like to dedicate this to poem to all those who feel that it's something in the air. Today I woke up sweating as if I had a dream. Clothes feeling like a... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-21 16:08:34
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Today, I have decided to do some emotional cleaning. It’s time for the release all my floetic thoughts. I hope that who ever comes across my words finds peace, words of encouragement,... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-22 15:05:45
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While I sit here in my home listening to quietness.....the outside is a different story. Walking outside bare foot with green grass tickling my toes and feeling the wind playing... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-28 18:07:07
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I wrote this poem while I was through so many things and felt like no one was listening to me as a person. I was 23 years old at the time and it was the eve anniversary death of my uncle... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:00:00
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The next poem I am not really sure not about releasing it but this part of the process cleaning out my emotional closet. Before I began I would like to give you a little background of went on.... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:01:00
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I was 12 when I wrote this my uncle whom I was very close to was murdered. This was a shock to everyone. I really did not know how to express myself but in this manner.... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:02:00
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I was in despair when I wrote this and comtemplating taking my own life . I was in a ver dark place and I was very angry with GOD and mostly at myself. Dear God, Did you... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:02:00
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 Febuary 1999, I wrote this poem after my daughters (3&2 at the time) came in the room crying because they had a bad dream. My oldest told me that she saw me dead and... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:03:00
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My marriage was going to hell in a hand basket. I had stopped looking into a mirror because I disgust myself and I thought that I was an ugly woman. I was staying with some friends of mine... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:21:00
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I decided to go back to my husband after he promised that he would not hit again or demean me. I moved back in with him against the adivce of everyone. I wrote a poem about how I came to the... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:30:00
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I could not really find the words to express my feelings when I found out that I was pregnant with my third daughter. I wrote this poem to just sort everything out. I have to be... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:40:00
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I was having an uneasy feeling that something was going on with Clueless and one of friends that I later found out was relate to me. My youngest was then a new born and I was still healing.... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:40:00
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I learned that Clueless was trying to get the military to dishonorably discharge so I could come home , he wrecked my car then used the money to buy his own personal vehicle,... Read More
Posted by: Nubian on 2008-04-29 00:51:00
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