My plan was to eat then continue with the story but my body made other plans instead. LoL!!!! The 3 of us made back to the room. I took a shower while Angel took her cocktail of meds and Attorney prepared snacks for us while chatted a little bit. It is just something about listening to a little Neo Soul by candel light will cause forgotten doors to be  opened and revisited. Angel was lying in the bed watching the light of the candles dance against the wall then said I remember when I first met him. I was wild and hot tempered and he was an elegant stallion. All the women wanted him but I just never paid him any mind. She never spoke his name and we listened as she took us on a ride down memory lane. She had a far off look in her eyes as if she was painting a picture. Attorney, your daughter reminds me of myself so much that is was like looking in a mirror. I was a cocky and thought I was invinicable. Like Scarface would say" the world is yours" that is exactly what I believed. My mama would tell me that I needed to patient on things but I would not listen. I wanted everything right then. He could have  had any woman in the club but he ignored them all. Women falling over themselves just to be near him ........hoping that they would become Mrs. Popularity. I used to laugh how they would act when one was getting more attention then the other. I did  drink....... I just loved to dance that was my addiction. I would dance until closing time. I came by myself and left by myself. This particular night was Ladies Choice......every lady would ask a man to dance with her. I can still smell his cologne he wore. I danced every guy except for him. I didn't like to wait and it was too comotion going on where he was. I danced with the other guys more than once just to keep me asking him. The song was an old skool song Computer Love. I was slow dancing with Tony, he walks up and taps Tony on the shoulder. I told him that he had to wait. Everybody  mouth dropped. I took Tony's hand and continued dancing. I never did dance with him and I made sure that I didn't that night. A month later, I ran into him at a restruant. We talked then one thing led to another we started dating. After 2 years of dating, we got married and we had our reception at the club we first met at. I thought I really knew him. He was my best friend but I was not his. I started noticing different things that led me to believe that he was seeing another woman. I could not prove it......no matter how hard I tried. Truth be told I really did not want to the truth. The twins was about 3 mths old, a lady came to my door and told me what I had been dreading to hear. She told me that her husband and my husband have been sleeping together. I laughed in her faceand told her to get out. I asked him about these lies this woman was speaking. He assurred me that it was not true. She began to allow the tears flow and not wipe them away. Still looking far off and reaching for a memory.  I believed very time he told me that it was not true. We were at a restruant celebrating our 10 year anniversary and started expelling blood. I remember praying and asking to please allow the truth to come out. The doctor came back with the results  that my husband indeed had AIDS. I cried and all he did was sat there like he was deaf and did not hear what the doctor said. The doctor left us to talk and then I asked him how long have he known. He told me he knew 3 years ago. I cried even more the whole time he did not bother to tell me anything. My kids  were blessed to not contracted the virus. I found out 3 days later.My whole world stopped for a moment but it had to pick back up the kids depend on me. Even with his body decaying by the day, he moved in with his lover. Leaving me to deal with the mess he made and the bills. At first, I admit it was hard then I got tired of feeling like a sitting duck........I started making things happen for me and my children. He died on New Year's Day and his lover gave me his will. His lover told me that he never knew that he had a wife and children until confessed what he had done to me on his death bed. This part that I am telling you now..... I will never be able to tell the children when they are grown. This time she wiped away her tears still looking far off. There were not any words to console her just being there and listening to the music was good enough for her. We did this until we fell asleep listening to music.