Last night I had a dream, and for once it gave me what I really wanted. My "Come Clarity" (Clear Vision of something). It was unbelieveable, all of my thoughts and questions and secrets were just like, hell Idk, blown out of the water ya know? I mean it was so amazing. I mean, I finally got to see Stephanie, and like, I finally got to hug and hold Dyweed and Niju once again, and it was just... Wow. I no longer had to be like, hidden and withdrawn from everything. My life, hell, my future was played right before me. Its exciting. I now have a financial status again. I make $300 to $6500 a week, thats right, a week, to vacuum a house while some douche tries to sell ot. I'm getting so much money in now its crazy. But the sun is still hurting my eyes. I still got some one special I need to see. But honestly, does she really need to see me? Like, would that be something she absolutely wanted to see? If so, it can be done, if not, well IDK. Well, I gotta get ready for work, Later