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 Its been too long since I've had a fuckin day of peace. It's been too Goddamn long since I had a nice night of sleep. I'm so sick of other bastards thinkin they can "help" with my life, I'm fuckin 19 yrs old I can handle my own shit. I barely have a fuckin voice because of the metal I've been screamin nonstop. I just wish up and down all this bullshit can stop! It started back when I was homeless because of some other guy's shit, and then it caked off when Steph broke us up and even when someone near and dear to me died... Ok, OK! I get it, my life isn't peachy, but I didn't need everyone and their grandma tryin to fix it, makin up stories bout how I'm in the hospital for what, daydreaming? man fuck that, I'm over that lost in thought bullshit, I don't need anyones sympathy I don't need anyones help, my life is startin to get on track now that I can think for once. Having to nix stupid assets like Nick and Drace, who did everything to make my fuckin matters worse. And it didn't help I snapped at Steph yesterday, now the chance of us even bein friends when I'm in TX is over, but its cool I guess, gotta live I guess, I'm happy for her I guess, infact I'm real impressed. She held up stronger than me so she's A-OK! =] Still... I'm so sick of everyone in my world thinkin they are such a good aspect. First my dad thought "religion" could save me, then Nick and Drace did that old, "I'mma get you right bullshit" God... I could kill them. Infact I plan on it, but, old promises live deep. So I guess they should be happy. Mk, I think I'm good. I'm so excited. I'm gonna be ballin' with a new paycheck Friday, and in 3 super short weeks... DOOM gonna raid NC one more 'gain before I destroy the lone star hellhole  . Life is gonna change hard for me, but I'm ready for it. Alright, I'm outtie. 
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Posted by NovaDOOM on 2009-08-10 14:26:31 | Rating: | Views: 22
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