| Jan 3, 2008 ~ Cheater __ Never |
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Today I had some twisted thoughts. I cant believe I ever thought it. I accused the man I love more than anything of cheating on me. He treats me so perfect and is just so sweet. I can't help the shit I think. Inmy past everyone did me dirty that's all I know. he understood_ we disagreed raised our voices just a bit but we were fine 15 minutes later. If he'd ever leave me I believe I would go crazy. I made him my world, he's everything too me. I cant help it though its on my mind 24-7. I think I'm just waiting for the day his baby mama comes back and shit will change. He promises me with them promising eyes and says "Babi Girl I Only Love You." It's just I cant help the way my mind thinks. I'm so scared of losing you_ it's now my biggest phobia. See I know deep within my heart he would never hurt me or risk losing me but I cant get that bitch off my mind. I know she's going to eventually try to come back into your life as ya wife. I wont let it happen. You snuck into my heart and mind now my lifes all about you.
Slim I'm sorry! I Know you're not a Player Im just a Crzy Bitch & Think SOme Fucked up shit!!
*Nite*
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