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somehow i totally forgot about my blog lately. dunno why. not like theres anyone who cares about it lol
i got in to uni :)) well done me :D so im movin to another city. i was excited about it at first i still am but its rather a pain in the ass now. dont even know the exact date anymore, only thing for sure is that its next week. wish we were over it.
i read my latest blog entry,and saw the part about that cute guy who eventually texted me... well yeah... he said he wanted to get to know me better.no texts or mails or anything since then. lol
have someone else instead. i was goin out with him 5 yrs ago.i was in love,he was in love, and it was sooo good bein together.matter was he is 10 yrs older than me and my parents werent happy about it at all... they actually went crazy lol dont really wanna tell the whole story, the point is we couldnt stay together and he had to make this promise that he wouldnt turn up until im not passed 18. so he turned up now. and its like ...... dunno. i like bein with him,he says he loves me still,even more than before, and i know its true,i can see it and feel it and he does stuff he woudnt do otherwise. but im movin next week. theres gonna be heaps of new people i meet. and i dont know if he is the one i wanna be with. not like hes not nice to me or not lookin good enough. its just wierd. its like i wanna meet him,wanna be with him, i miss him when hes not around, love to smell his perfume on my clothes, sometimes i get the shivers when he touches or kisses me, but still i cant say im in love. cant tell him 'i love you'. eventhough he says it a hundred times a day. i dont know if this is love or not. i think im scared. well..... dont whats goin to be with the two of us, we ll see.
thats it for now, im gettin kinda depressed over my own thoughts so its time i stop thinkin about my feelings this much.
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Posted by No_Flash_Pls on 2008-08-28 04:36:03 | Rating: | Views: 16
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