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 Uninspired
Uninspired, which is how I feel .Each day seems to have the same beginning, the same middle, the same end. Wake up, shower, dress, and drive to work, work, drive home to an empty house, sleep. Day after day, night after night until the days blend together and I have forgotten even what day of the week it is, what month it is. I long for something more.

I long for that inspiration to come and sweep me off my feet. To open my eyes and show me that all my dreaming, all my wishing, was not in vain. I wish to have someone desire me, want me in their life, feel so strongly about me they cannot even imagine life without me, cannot remember life without me. I long to feel so passionately about someone there is an ache in my heart every time we are apart, I long to be loved.

Daydreams and silly fantasies, I have always been this way. Always the one to say to myself that there is one out there who is perfect for me. One who is my other half, the one who will love me just the way I am. And the one who will accept my love and cherish it as the most sacred gift that could give him. Always hoping, it has yet to happen.

I have never been the one so desired by another. I have never known what it is like to have someone care, love, me so deeply. I have never known this, and when I think about it, the words grow silent for me. I find I am uninspired, looking once again for inspiration.

Daydream Believer
Oh, I could hide neath the wings
Of the bluebird as she sings.
The six oclock alarm would never ring.
Whoops its
ringing and I rise,
Wipe the sleep out of my eyes.
My shavin razors cold and it stings.

Cheer up, sleepy jean.
Oh, what can it mean.
To a day
dream believer
And a homecoming queen.

You once thought of me
As a white knight on a steed.
Now you know how happy I can be.
Oh, and our go
od times starts and end
Without dollar one to spend.
But how much, baby, do we really need.

Cheer up, sleepy jean.
Oh, what can it mean.
To a daydream believer
And a homecoming queen.
Cheer up
, sleepy jean.
Oh, what can it mean.
To a daydream believer
And a homecoming queen.

[instrumental interlude]

Cheer up, sleepy jean.
Oh, what can it mean.
To a day
dream believer
And a homecoming queen.

    Posted by Night_Dreamer on 2009-10-05 01:36:59 | Rating: | Views: 149
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The quest for inspiration to fill your heart is the same for me.

However, it would almost cripple you and the other who you desire to live with the thought that they cannot go on living without the other person. That is romantic fantasy that turns a heart black when divorce rears its ugly head. It turns romantics into sexual flings or business contracts.

However, I will admit I do miss you when you are not around. You are missed often.
Posted by  brainstormer  on 2009-10-05 02:14:21 
  
I am not talking about divorce. I am talking about finding the one. Finding the perfect person, there is nothing better, and there would be no thought of being apart. No divorce, no hearts turned black, no flings. Just the perfect love. And yes, there is such a thing, just most people settle for less than that
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-05 02:34:26 
  
Is it always settling? When you throw yourself into love, how can you be certain it is the one true lasting love? I know of no one with this perfect love. Maybe one couple or two that have stood the test of time. Among billions of failures. To believe there is only THE one seems foolish these days. But, I can understand your desire for that idealistic feeling.

Perhaps love is as blind as justice and is a game of chance. Some love fails because of imbalanced feelings and work ethics. Some are not love at all. But, it is rather easy to call out "love" and later learn of mistaken thinking.

I suppose I am once more just butting heads with a dreamer:P I'll just zip it for now.
Posted by  brainstormer  on 2009-10-05 02:59:27 
  
If it is not the kind of love that always takes your breath away, the kind that almost cripples you with desire, then yes, it is a form of settling. Most people can settle and be happy, but that perfect love is out there. Not a fairy tale, but most people who cannot imagine this believe it is not possible. Not probable at times, but in this world anything is possible.
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-05 10:06:18 
  
It's hard to find a muse in a life as busy as ours...
The thing is to never give up - being a creative spirit - we'll always thrive to find that never great thing. Good luck finiding your dreams...
Yay for the Munkies!
Posted by  Acinerov  on 2009-10-05 07:34:13 
  
I believe everyone has a muse in life, if they only keep themselves open to finding them. I agree, never give up :) Thank you Acinerov
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-05 10:08:57 
  
A agree .. the "one" does exsist .. but it's never easy. But once you have felt it...know it..have tasted it...you can never go back. Nothing is ever the same again and there is no settling. You are either forever bonded or forever alone.

Keep dreaming, keep hoping...you will know him by his touch.
Posted by  brokenprincess  on 2009-10-05 19:56:34 
  
I would not want it to be easy, but maybe just a little easier would be nice :)

I think I will always keep dreaming, at least that is the hope. Thank you brokenprincess
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-05 22:14:18 
  
The one you least expect will find you and when it happens you will be more fulfilled than any song could describe...

My wish for you is to find that 'one'...Dream love...dream...:)
Posted by  dreampower  on 2009-10-12 11:01:24 
  
Thank you Dreampower :) I do hope so, and I wish for the same with you!
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-16 00:47:49 
  
i want to inspire you as you have inspired me.maybe we can inspire each other at the same time.....or, if not exactly the same time close to it.you close your eyes and i can inspire you ....then, i can close my eyes and you can inspire me.maybe i'll inspire you,and then after i'm done i'll tickle you.i want to watch august rush with you and then get you all inspirey ....then, tickle you.in that order.
Posted by  BungleGrind  on 2009-11-11 13:41:29 
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