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 One day
Sometimes, when I am driving, I wonder what it would be like to just keep going, never stop. See how far I can get before the tank runs empty and I have no more money for gas. And when that happens, just walk until I collapse from exhaustion. Sometimes I wonder, and I drive farther than I need to be, until I snap to my senses and turn around. One day, I will not stop.


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Nightfall, no stars above, and I find I cannot pull myself together. Hold my keys in my hand, no strength to move. Pressure upon me, I feel almost as if I am glued to the floor where I lay. Close my eyes, picture the ocean so far away. Night there as well, darkness obscuring my view, but the sound of the waves, the smell of the salt taunt my senses. Vanishes when I open my eyes, I have not moved.

Curled up, loneliness running its fingers up and down my body, whispering in my ear, “Make an ocean with your tears”. No one to pick me up, I am helpless to stop as the feelings wash over me.

My hand grips my keys tightly. I gather the strength to travel the distance I need to go.

Into The Ocean lyrics

I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life vest I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be...
be...

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up, take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard?
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam, junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life, believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing?)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up, take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow, yeah
Just to prove I knew how, yeah
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean...end it all


Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

 
    Posted by Night_Dreamer on 2009-09-26 01:56:02 | Rating: | Views: 103
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and this is me today. except the ocean is never deep enough.
Posted by  brokenprincess  on 2009-09-26 18:54:47 
  
I have found that even the deepest ocean has a bottom, and the only way to go is back up
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-02 00:36:20 
  
RIDE THE EEEEEEE!!!!!:p

WEEEEEEE!!!!!(hands in the air)
Posted by  brainstormer  on 2009-09-27 00:18:27 
  
You are silly brainstormer. Thank you
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-02 00:36:50 
  
Sometimes it is a good thing to have the feeling wash you over as long as you remember the way home :) *hug*
Posted by  Angie_vV  on 2009-09-27 15:49:06 
  
It is good to get all that is bothering you out, at least that is what I have found. Even if at the time it does not feel good
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-02 00:37:34 
  
Great post :)
Posted by  Crimson_Read  on 2009-09-27 16:33:28 
  
Thank you Crimson Read :)
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-02 00:38:12 
  
Came back to read again I really like this one :)
Posted by  Crimson_Read  on 2009-10-02 09:54:56 
  
You are too sweet crimnson read, thank you :)
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-10-05 10:00:03 
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