Too many times I've put my faith in someone only to have them walk away. I'm tired of seeing everyone's back. When will it be my turn? When will someone finally walk towards me instead of away?

I don't know why it's so easy for people to use others. Why can some people disregard feelings and emotions? Why do so many people just take and never give? I'm tired of being the one always giving. I long for someone to come and offer me the world, offer to share their life with me. But I have no hope of this happening.

I'll forever be the one passed over and forgotten. I'll forever be the one no one cares about, who no one wants. I'll forever be nothing.

Alone, I'll grasp at anything, I'll try to hang on. I'll scream and I'll shout to the world, hoping that for once someone, somewhere will hear me.

But again, I'll only grasp air. I'll always just be grasping air.