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I assume that everyone has their idea of what their first sexual encounter will be like and I mean when you actually get to the penetration with the male member, I also figure that the older you are when this actually occurs you have watched so many movies where the act was magical, went off without a hitch and everyone involved was satisfied afterwards, that you might actually believe that it works somewhat like it does in the movies, this is just NOT true! Well, Nathan and I tried about our second week in the relationship, a hotel room, the shopping for the condoms was hilarious and scary, I mean, I told him to have that done, but no, he has to worry about what I might want, so, we go to Meijer's and can't find the damn things, pretty awkward, we finally find them and just stand there overwhelmed and awed at the options. We finally just grab one and run.
Even though I had went through all of this in my mind more times than I can count, I had no idea what I was doing, this was still at the stage where he was telling me that he had problems being pleased, that he felt that he didn't deserve it, that he never let the ex "finish him off" if you will, he said that he just made some excuse about not wanting to get messy and then ran to the bathroom or just let the old blueballs set in, and I was also a total noob at this point with handling the merchandise, so he was trying to get the condom on, he was still pretty soft, I like want it so bad, I'm saying stuff like, "Can't you just get it on?" I feel bad now, but I was horny! So, he got the condom on, we tried to coordinate our bodies in some strange dance of not knowing what to doedness, oh boy!
To be continued...
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Posted by Nerdnutt on 2008-02-17 20:34:34 | Rating: | Views: 120
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they don't have manual for this stuff??this is scary! didn't you hear the violin music? or the lights dim? or the music swell? huh! and all along i thought it all just took place like that. who knew???? guess i better get the book love making for dummies before i try anything.
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-02-17 20:59:56
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NO worries. I lost my V card between life gaurding class and volleyball practice while me and my boy were watching "Rumble in the Bronx"!! LOL... Then he almost said "I love you" so I dumped him... I just wanted sex, not love! Lol
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Posted by mrsdragonseal
on 2008-02-17 22:06:49
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