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Try not to think about it!
While I've heard it many times and even prescribed the idea to others I've never really practiced the, "If there is something that is bothering you that is not getting you anywhere by thinking about it, don't think about it." rule. I'm going to have to emply......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-08 17:26:27 | Rating:

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Birth control and Prozac, yay!
Well, I had my doctor's appointment today and my first pap smear, um, yeah, cold, slimy and just plain oogy, but I did get my prescription for the birth control. I also discussed with him the depression that I've been going through, he prescribed Prozac, so now I'm one......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-07 12:36:23 | Rating:

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Yeah, I did it again...
Yep, I sent him another crazy e-mail while he was at work, I'm nuts, I need help, going to the doctor tomorrow, yep, going to the doctor. I have to stop this, he's going to think that I am Nucking Futs! If that isn't already his current opinion of me... ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-06 18:15:25 | Rating:

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Damn Internet! Explicit Content
I'm pretty sure that this argument has been going on for some time now, but I want to put my two cen ts in and definitely want some feedback, input, whatever. So, has the internet made it harder for men to have a healthy sexual relationship with their significant......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-05 15:14:08 | Rating:

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I don't know, I just like it!
I remember when I was in like tenth or eleventh grade, it was about fifteen years ago. It was my english class, a few friends and I sat in the back corner, everyday the teacher would give the assignment when class started and then he'd leave us alone. The four of us,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-05 13:35:03 | Rating:

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Facing the Truth
I need to write this, I'm not happy about it but I'm pretty sure that I have to do it. I've eluded to it or put little snippets about in previous posts, but this one is going to get it out and make it known to me and the world, but especially me so I can then work on......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-03 16:58:48 | Rating:

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I want it again, again!
Yeah, my libido has shot way up in the past few days, I have to be intimate again tonight, I'm not going to apologise for it, I'm just going to tell him that I need to be with him tonight. That orgasm I had last night was one of the best I've ever had, but the whole......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-02 23:13:35 | Rating:

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Belly Beautiful
Poem time! A part of me Big, yet still so small I know that it's there We all know It can't be hidden Why should it be Soft, round, very white The many streams and rivers Showing their journey over time Dry now, but identifiable still Wanting to be touched, loved,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-02 12:33:13 | Rating:

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I am beautiful
I've read in a lot of women magazines, books about becoming a woman and maybe even seen on Tyra Banks Show that you should take stock of your good qualities, make a list of why you are beautiful and special, well I'm gonna do that right now, I'm ready! We'll......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-02 11:56:31 | Rating:

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Wow, just wow. Explicit Content
Yeah, I've got like fifteen entries to write today, so I figure that I better get cooking. When Nathan came home last night we had a wonderful talk, one that I got myself all pysched up about and didn't really need to, but as I, we, go......Read More