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Wow, guys, I just wanted to start off with a thank you to all of you who have read and commented on my blogs. It's nice to know that there are people out there that actually read what I have to write (besides TAC, lol). Most of the time, it feels like there's no one in real life I can talk to, and it always helps being able to go here and be completely honest without worry.

My boss came back to work today. She's definately putting on a good show of effort in getting back to normal routine. In all honesty, she needs to work a lot financially just because her husband (the molester) was an EMT, and he made good money. Now she has to compensate and may even lose her house because her house payment is $1,800 a month. I feel horrible for what has happened, as does everyone else. I try to act normal around her because while I know she is appreciative that we all have deep sympathy for her, she is also overwhelmed with everything that has happened.

We had a ton of people call in sick today, so it kind of screwed us. On top of it, yesterday work forgot about my appointment and I didn't get to go because of it. So, I have to reschedule.

One of the managers came over to me today and told me that if I could just open up my availability, he would interview me for a higher position, which I would love but to be honest, finding the childcare I have now was hard enough, let alone finding someone that is open irregular or weekend hours. It sucks, but it's life. I know I could find someone to watch my kids if I had to open or if I had to close, but it's the weekends that are killing me right now and I don't know anyone who is willing to spend their days off baby sitting for me.

In other news, I want to do more writing. It's something that I really enjoy that helps me in life, and I will always turn to writing in my time of need. If I thought I could honestly make a living doing it, I would. But it takes a best seller followed by several more best sellers to be able to make it a career and I can never seem to get around to finishing something. If only I had more time, if only I had more money, if only I had more energy.... If only.