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Dose anyone know
what it's like to serve God whole heartedly
i mean people think just becayse your christian
that you aren't human, well i tell you non bileavers
that i am very much like you, i just want to live my life, and really help nobody, i just want to rewind time back to when things were good and clear in my life...... fssssssst, wich was like never my life has been a rollacoster since the begining, and it hasen't changed since, hah i'm not going to go back into it and send you all on a memorie ride in my past but, i wish i had friends like the friends in the CBS tv seriese MyBoys, ware you hve a poker night i wish i was stable and had money and everything was ok but it's not and i really hate that all i can do right now is pray and talk to god and talk to myself because lets be honest, you can't really talk to you parents about it all because you want to go through the pain on your own.
Bur i seriously can't wait to start a new life, but starting all over again is not easy not easy
at alli just want to start living again, with God as number one but right now i feel dead as the whole world passes me by........ well that it for now,
i'm sure i will have somthing to say again laster.
Peace Out.
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Posted by Napolean on 2008-01-19 13:17:41 | Rating: | Views: 55
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