woke up in the morning, had a rush morning, and forgot my meds, so i was frantic and fidgety. And guess who started to start my day, a random guy who like came up to me and said hey my friends like you. These were a bunch of guys who always sit outside the theatre, and so i got pissed off and just did the put my hands up, i dont want to hear anything. Who are they playing. i can not tell you enough how much i hate it when a bunch of dicks who sit around and got nothing to do. Then i walk into class and this guy suddenly just started talking to me bout his relationship, i got nothing against that, until you start saying you re gonna drive me around or ask what do i usually do after i get of school. Its like just because i talk to you, doesnt mean we re best friends, there s a border line for someone i dont know. I mean here you are telling me how you were in love witht he girl and she just rejected you and you come up to me and cross my line? NOOOO >,< so in conclusion this was a son ass of day until some immature fuck ass decided to give my friend hell in front of me ! ok i considered pulling her off the bleachers and just pushed her off so she breaks her ugly shitty nose, but she stopped so... that ended i went to bio class, and i just slipped hard on my ass, and ran to class because i was so shocked. And i just blurted out loudly to the whole class I SLIPPED ON MY ASS. wtf was i doin? they just looked at me....ok im dumb and humiliated. Do i have a face of a baby, people keep on looking at my face when im in the gym >,< im young i know, i look younger even still but still!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aghh, im tired and exhausted, and considered just draining the bottle of wine that was in my hand but i let it return to its fridge shelf, where it belongs, not without a few swig. Im doing my best. partly because it was cheap wine, and partly becaus ei know its not good for my diet.  Ok so maybe all these things arent their fault, and maybe im overreacting but they didnt just had to come all at once didnt they..my day would have been ok if he just asked me out. or at least better, because i waited and waited and i dont  talk to him. dont tell me that i need to be the one to take the first step because im sick and tired od that. I hate doing that all over again.