I dont change my mind for anybody, i wont waste my time time for anybody, and certainly not Dr.Atkins cos im having my drink and thats final. My favourite, chilled white wine or just rum nd coke, but i gave that up bcos of the sugar and aspartame. So i had a 200ml of wine today, it'll probably slow down ketosis ;(....i guess there s a price for everything. Remembering a year ago where i ll drink everyday with or without my friends, i carried a mix of rum and diet coke wherever i went, even if that means throwing up on the roller coaster 10pm at night. That was in Japan though. I remember, the best times was when i ll be talking to the guy i ve liked so long, but lo and behold, my best friend* did too, he shared our parts in drinks and he ll tell me things he dont usually tell other people.I felt so damn special. But that was as far as it went, i mean my friend did cry several times over him, so yeah that wasnt such a bad decision to give up on him. Gosh!im pathetic ! then again i made plenty other wrong choices in guys. There re always either too bloody old, or too bloody no GUTS. why am i mopping on this..maybe because i met a guy, half jap half caucasian, and he had the most beautiful eyes. Hahah no i have absolute no interests, he s taken. We re friends. Now taking a mouthful of chardonnay, reminds me i ve been getting shortness of breathe and heart burn. No more splenda for me. Shopping list after church tomorow : peanut butter, some fish.  Church.hmmmmm my sins, drinking too much, thinking of going back to smoking again and maybe having too much nuts. Anywae gotta remember to turn bak the clock today.