I read this article this morning and honestly I feel that just because someone is high up in office or in the spotlight what they do behind closed doors is their business.  http://www.newsweek.com/id/128621?GT1=43002

I mean LOTS of people cheat!  I have personally never cheated on anyone because if I feel that I need to cheat I leave.  If you have thoughts of cheating then something is not healthy in your relationship.

The situation that I am is a bit odd.  I am married but unhappy.  I have told him that we are seperated and that once I have enough money I will leave.  This should be in a few months.  We have a good friendship and we get a long good but that's all we have.  We have no romance, no sex and most of the time he does not understand me at all. 

I tell him I am going to leave and he keeps tellling me no.  I tell him ok well give me a reason for me not to leave other than you love me ( this can always be said which he does but he doesn't show it).  He can't.  We don't have a partnership anymore like we used to.  Now, it's all about what HE wants. 

Take last night for instance.  I am diabetic and there was no food in the house last night when I got home so I asked him if we could go out to eat when he got home.  He said that was fine.  But my blood sugar got so low that I got sick bad.  He got home and said ok let's go out.  I asked for me to be able to hang on to him or I was going to fall on my face.  He ignored me and got into the car and asked me what was taking me so long.  hmm I dunno maybe I'm feeling to weak?  duh!

Anyways, I didn't mean for this to turn into a rant but it did.  I got here to work a bit early so I'm here blogging.

L & L

Moonie