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I can't think of words to describe what I am feeling right now. I painted my nails purple...I can't think of a title so I called this blog purple. Angry. Rejected. Hurt. Angry again. I wanted to go out tonight but I got the date wrong for an event. Ooops. My sister met me at the restuarant and we decided to head back to my place instead. On the way, she gets a call, Im assuming from her semi-boyfriend and the next thing I know, she is crying upset. Why? "I dont want to talk about it" is her response. She said she was going to follow me back to my place. I pulled into a gas station so I could fill her tank and she zooms by. I try calling her. 20+ times. She is ignoring my calls. I text her. Still nothing. I call her again. Finally on the second call she picks up. She got my text. She will fill up her own tank she and she is going home....
Well isn't that just dandy?! WTF?! They broke up. He told her to move back to Arizona. Now she is saying she isn't single. They are just separated. BULL. She told my parents that the only reason she is back in AZ is so she could focus on school. She didn't want them to know the truth. I understand why. But now she is believing her own BS and trying to feed it to me. Everytime they talk she is in tears. She never talks to me about anything. I hate him. I hate all men. I don't care if I piss someone off by saying it. I DONT CARE. Im tired of everyone I know getting hurt by men. Call me jaded. Some guy called me a bitch today because he said I was blocking his view of traffic. We were turning opposite ways from an exit of a convenient store. He is making a left, I am making a right... He calls me a bitch! Well fuck you too asshole. I hate men. Im following a blogger that is talking about the break up she is going through. It kills me. It reminds me so much of what I went through. Im angry. Im angry at every fucker who has ever abused a women. A girl at work was beat up in two of her relationships. Must be nice to have all the power. Must be nice to not care about other's feelings. To walk all over people and have no regard and take no responsibility. I hate him. I hate my ex. I hate her ex. I hate my dad. I hate my child molesting mother's boyfriend. I hate every single guy on this planet. Call me a feminist, a lesbian, a bitch, a prude, a cunt... I don't care. If I never get touched by a man again, I can die happy.
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Posted by MyNameIsElle on 2009-10-26 23:53:04 | Rating: | Views: 32
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