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 I HATE HIM
HATE – verb (used with object) 1. to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; to detest:

I HATE HIM. I hate everything about him. I hate his long blonde hair. I hate his beard. I hate his music. His weight. His big smelly feet. The way he dresses. His friends. His job. I hate his apartment. His bed. His dick. I hate his ignorance. His selfishness. His laugh. His immaturity. His life style. His food choices. I hate his fakeness. His sex drive. I wish he would move away. Move to another city, county, state, country, continent, planet. Away from here. Away from her. Away from me.

I hate that he doesn't understand how much he hurt me. I hate that he's moved on. I hate that he doesn't care. I hate that he is so immature. I hate that he has no future. I hate that people like him. I hate that no one know our story. I hate that we work together. I hate that he pretends like everything is ok. I hate how every song reminds me of him, of us, of what he once was, of what could have been.

I hate that I still get anxiety attacks over him. I hate that I still have dreams. That I still cry. I hate that he is so dense. He doesn't get it. It's like he has a wall in his brain that prevents him from understanding the damage he's done. I hate that he's changed... for the worse. I hate his lips and the way he used to shove his tongue down my throat. I hate how I felt violated when we had sex. I hate that he doesn't know half the things he made me feel.

I hate him.
    Posted by MyNameIsElle on 2009-10-08 21:42:37 | Rating: | Views: 71
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You are so strong. That fact you can work with the guy and still make it through a day, amazes me! I'll hit you up on email...hang in there! It sucks but we can do it!
Posted by  yourstruly  on 2009-10-09 20:34:44 
  
We gotta work on indifference cuz the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference.
Posted by  drkangel  on 2009-10-13 03:50:40 
  
I am so there with you. Thanks for making me not feel so alone with these feelings.
Posted by  lostinfinding1  on 2009-10-21 13:34:29 
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