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Aggression takes over....

Before I go ahead with this incident that happened, let me tell all you readers that I'm not really the kind of person who would get into a scuffle so easily... In fact this was my first real fight. I have these temper issues that bother me at times. It has a very short life span though... I'm a kind of person who would really lose his cool so easily... well it was not the case yesterday.
There are some people who you care a lot for... to see them in pain is the last thing you want and thats exactly what happened.
Here's the background: It was a small call (didnt even last more than a couple of minutes) and that did the job. Soon enough I was restless and moving up and down my room. And to make things worse, Dad's partners were gettin together for a lunch... Of course I was in no mood to go... and that pissed off my parents...(wow isnt that the last ingredient required to make my day)...
Well finally I did go... hung around with a visibly fake smile on the face, loaded myself with some of that dog food that others were relishing and got my ass out of that mess.
Now begins the interestin part... On my way back I see this ^%$&^%&*^&^$$#$%^ rickshaw -wala cruising his way to glory at his own sweet speed, blockin half a dozen of other road users. Like a give it a damn, as long as he doesnt cut my lane..
Well thats exactly what he did and to top it all he abuses me... No points for guessing what happened next... yeah baby... some major dhishum dhishum..
And soon everything cool... he went his way, I went mine... That sudden rise in adrenalin that had ben irritating me since morning had gone down... I eventually came back to normal.
This is not an incident I'm proud of... In fact like I said earlier, this is the first time I got into a scuffle. It only shows that I'm changing. And somehow I dont like this whole feeling...