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Well after a great evening watching Jimmy Carr live I actually felt good I had laughed a lot and it actually cheered me up.
when I woke I spent most of the morning chatting to her online and she was a little funny with me and quite short but I just figured it was because she didnt want him to read her chat logs.
So I went out and braved the supermarket and it was hell and it took me ages to park, im really hating this christmas busyness at the moment its just insane for two days.
So i went round to hers to pick the kids up and I stayed for about an hour and we layed on her bed and had a nice cuddle and a chat, She even kissed me! She told me that she has spoken to her doctor about a termination so it seems like its all good news, except for I can tell that she is holding back on me and is still worried about changing her life again, and I am too because if it doesnt it will be bad for both of us, but im prepared to put my all into this the second time around.
We left it that she was going to think about things and work out logistics??? whatever that means, I dont want to get my hopes up because it will destroy me enough already if she doesnt come back to me.
Well im sitting her with my kids with me and its the best ever but I cant help feeling that she is the missing piece that would make this the perfect evening.
Well I had a good bit of news today I found out that the promotion exam results were in so I called work and spoke to the governor and he told me I had passed, which is great because now I can go up in the ranks at work, so that and getting a hug and a kiss from her has made my day really, so now im not sitting here feeling like shit and wanting to die, so i guess I will feel good until I wake up alone tomorrow.
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Posted by MrMoon on 2007-12-20 16:17:14 | Rating: | Views: 146
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