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 The Secret Hate
 I am not a very social person. I am a certified recluse. I have trouble making friends and trusting people. My doctor advised me to try some social networking sites. Sort of a way of easing me in to trusting people again. But I still feel a miserable failure that no one could love. Thank the Lord for Elizabeth, she keeps me sane. But it seems this may not have been the best place to find friends...or maybe i'm just being paranoid. Anyways, the doctor says I haven't opened up as much as I should and he says I should post a more honest and less vague blog...he also suggest I open up and share my opinions more freely...that I try to say more with more not more with less...and so on. Needless to say it was a long visit and I have made little improvement in the development of self. So I apologize for not being amazing yet. I am now at home frustrated and alone, drinking and thinking about the future. 
    Posted by MrJohn on 2009-06-01 16:55:33 | Rating: | Views: 127
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MrJohn,
firstly can I say I used to love it when in the forums - and the never ending story - you kept killing off our characters at every turn. Then you started helping to keep the story actually going.

I've found you witty and at times satirically funny, I'm not sure that social networking sites are the best places to open up, after what I've observed in here at times, but then again if you find the right bunch of people then your doctor is on the money!

You are amazing in your own way, just like everyone else here, never discount that!

Have fun and maybe we should get back to that never ending story!
Posted by  EasyToSay  on 2009-06-01 17:05:18 
  
thanks for opening up. lets hear more honest posts mrjohn, maybe the doctor is on to something. you never know until you try
Posted by  jason  on 2009-06-01 17:15:01 
  
There's nothing wrong with no socializing and being yourself. It's certainly not anything to talk to a shrink about.

From your pix and you look too old to even open 99% of the blogs posted here. I am too but once in a while I get through to one or two and make them think.

The internet isn't a place to trust people. A place where the 16yo virgin is really a 350# long haul trucker and wants to set up a date at the mall.

You can express your opinions here but anything deeper than sex and school goes over the heads of most of these bloggers. Please no poetry.

I'm waithing for you to become "amazing".
Posted by  GovMisdirection  on 2009-06-01 17:21:15 
  
Thoughts is a safe social stage where one can dip their toe in the cold water of socializing. And as I write this, I can hear your toughts Mr. John, your wit has probably come up with a one liner extra-ordinaire, a response to my first line. I had the pleasure of having one liners in the forums with you. I found your creativity ability to be extra special... On thoughts there are no facial expressions to contend with, no body language to confuse things and no voice tones to interpret..One gets to say something and be validated for the time one writes and posts. We respond to the written word and the images we choose to put forth... we can be seen as the labels that we have acquired or as the ageless souls we really are. It is a great place to exercise personna... You don't have become amazing... you are amazing! In the forum where you were writing one liners... your element of surprise and challenge was incredible.
Posted by  greunie  on 2009-06-01 19:04:39 
  
Mr. John, I enjoy our story twists and turns, I miss you when you don't post. I know you have a wicked wit, and a sense of humor.
Posted by  circe  on 2009-06-01 23:35:24 
  
You'll get by ... but it's up to you if you really want to. Good luck!
Posted by  DreamingOfBruxelles  on 2009-06-07 14:50:21 
  
I miss you in "creative writing" stories, come back please.
Posted by  circe  on 2009-07-10 20:05:40 
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