My father is trying so hard to be the best father he can be, and he's doing a great job, its me who's being a horrible daughter, i rarely listen and go against his word and talk back and cry to him and whine to him about everything, nothing is ever good enough for me, im a horrible brat, and I need to change, but Im lazy and too smart to do that.
I've gotten into the habbit of letting life happen and blame everyone else for my own problems.
I pray every night for my fathers health and safety, I love him so much, I just don't know how to tell him, and show him, I could put the effort in but im way too lazt and selfish.
All i want is to be around my boyfriend and have my music blasting for me to hear 24/7.
I want everything, and i dont want to have to think about having to walk the damn dog, or unload the dishwasher or do the laundry every so often.
But i need to change, and this is me making a vow that I will change, I will engage in the family more, and respect my fathers wishes, do more work around the house, and not be so selfish and moody. It's the right thing to do right, and God will keep me strong :)