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| Highschool..... |
When I entered the door on my first day of grade 9, I looked at all the people and turned around. Then I breathed in and stepped back into the new begging of my new life... I was scared, and I knew nobody at all.
That was the cathlic school, but that was only my first semester.
Over the days I met people, had a few friends. But then I moved away, and shcnaged schools all over. Here I made friends faster, but I still didn't fit in, I wasn't a girlie girl, I didn't have alot of money and I didn't have the perfect body, so I did not fit in the the "popular" people.
My clothes weren't name brand, I mostly wore my black tank top, pink accessories and my short shorts, with my hair either up or down never perfect, so I wasn't a "prep".
I hated sports except watching the boys football...mmm yummy. lol but I wasn't a "jock".
I wasn't overly smart in anything, so nerd/geek/dork did not fit me. (tho i was alittle dorky I will admit)
I was just the loud, outgoing, spunky random chick, with no label.
But in the end....i kinda wanted one...
I didn't want to cahnge who I was to fit a label, but everyone had some kinda of way of showing what they were, and I didn't. I like music and drama, but im not an arts freak. I like english and writing, but I wasn't a journalist. I like landforms and rocks, but I wasnt a geoligist.
I was just a 14 year old girl trying to find her way.
Only thinking about love and boys and girls and what to eat, always worried my hair was messed or my make up wasn't dark enough or my zipper was undone or or or....
I was paranoid. I still am paranoid.
But now Im starting my second year of highschool in about two months... Im so excited!
Grade 10, no longer a niner, but stil little to the 12th graders...
I have a best friend, a boy friend and many aquantences going into this year, and I am very much so looking forward to it !! :D
WIth my unknown label. hahaha
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Posted by Moaniee15 on 2009-07-04 12:00:10 | Rating: | Views: 17
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