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I became good friends with a Chiropractor that worked with me for several years so that I could walk again. He even paid me under the table when I would help him attract new customers. We became good friends. We were seen together almost every where. I was a friend of his wife as well.
One day I found out the office was going under and I was going to have to find another Chiropractor. I became upset. I wanted to help, after all he did get me out of a wheel chair that I had been in for 4 years.
My husband came into a large some of money and I thought that I could give part of it to my friend that had helped me. I needed to justify it though so, I took out a billing sheet and billed myself for all the free office visits the good doctor had given me. It turned out to be quite a large sum of money. It was just what was needed. I offered the money to my friend and later found out that he was going to have to shut down anyway, the money would come too late.
The Doctor asked me if I could help in another way and give him the money so that he could move.
I did this for my friend.
I called this friend recienty to ask a small favor and got the run around. He is in need of more money or he will be evicted. He needs me to send items to him, but can't pay me to ship these things because he doesn't have any money.
I guess I'm kinda mad!! I thought he was my friend!! He is never never there for me!! I never let him down!! I fee so used and hurt. WHY, WHY can't I have someone in this stinking world that I can turn to when I need them?
I am so very tired of always being there when others need me. Why can't there be someone for me?
I was dedicated to God as a small child so I know my father in heaven will always be there for me. I guess Ijust need a little human compassion.
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Posted by Mo on 2008-07-05 16:32:24 | Rating: | Views: 47
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