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Well, intresting weekend. Alan, my fiance's brother has been saying no no no to me and the boys living in my fiances home because he isnt thrilled with being around kids which I do understand, but today I sat at the table with him and told him I have been looking everywhere to find a place to live and I told him that Im not sure what to do. He told me that if need be I mine as well move in because we are always there anyway. Ok honestly I first smell to see if he was drinking but no smell of booze so he was sobber. And it was heartfelt. I was so shocked, I went back to my fiances room and he over heard what was said and he just looked at me and said how in the hell did that just happen, I just said I guess Im charming. then I asked Alan if PW can use his truck so I can use the car and he said yes to that too. I think maybe Alan has warmed up to me now. He came to the house and found that I cleaned out of the utilty room. Their folks died about 4 yrs ago and there were canned well everything from fruit to fish to I dont know what the hell it is. So I got rid of all of it. So I figure if I keep cleaning all the crap out of the house maybe he will be happy and not mind the kids so much. The house needs ALOT of work. Im cooking the meal for thanksgiving so I guess make a great dinner spoil the hell out of them all and Im in. LOL...I have to admit a weight has been lifeted off my shoulder because I now dont have to freak out where to live in 6 weeks.
I also have been sick I think I have walking pnemonia I see the dr tomorrow morning. Last night was horriable all the coughing and gaging, very uncharming to say the least. The ER put me on some crap that I guess almost wants to work but still feel like crap I sound like a walrus who is being beaten severly.
So I guess now that holiday has offically begun and honestly Im broke and you can be but I want to make this the best one for my kids and fiances and his family. I can't go out a buy alot of things but I am great at crafts so thinking I can do something with that but not sure what I want to do. PW (my fiance) only wants shoes and a sweat shirt but said if he doesnt get anything thats cool to. He had a hard childhood and I want this one to be great. This is the begining of my new family and I want it to be special.....I dont know what to do though. Any ideas???
If I dont talk to you all have a happy thanksgiving God bless you and your families.
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Posted by MissShnn6 on 2007-11-18 21:41:43 | Rating: | Views: 62
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