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| 7/3/09 the beginning of my diary Journey |
Let me start with who i am. I am a woman therefore i want to be loved. Is that so bad? I am 24 and i am in a "serious" relationship. Seriously bad? Seriously Dangerous, Seriously good? or just serious. He cheated on me while i was pregnant. He puts his hands on me. Let me just put all this out there right now. I am alone. My brain is alone. All i have is me and now my son. I am crying rigiht now as i write this entery. I feel like no one cares about me. WHo am i sometimes i wonder.
Today started out like any "normal" day...i got up took a bath fed the baby went to my B.F moms house to help her with housework...then thats where i effed up. i asked my bf if i could go out tonight with his sisters and it escalated from there. He got in my face like he was going to hit me he cursed me belittled me and told me i basically wasnt worth shit. I have a kid so no one wants me right? what have i done? what am i doing? where am i going? why??? So here i am laying in the bed with the baby right next to me trying to find a place where i can vent moy feelings on a daily basis so that i dont resort to emptying out my medicine cabinet. It would be great to make a friend on here as i dont really have any.
I JUST WANT TO BE ME! maybe "me" isnt enough for anyone.......
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Posted by MissPrissy on 2009-07-04 00:00:14 | Rating: | Views: 60
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