Well i just went over a few other peoples diarys and realised i havent really said much about myself...I;m 20...21 in a week...i live in England, United Kingdom...where educated people have to work hard to live a comfortable life, but 11 year old mothers are living the life of luxury...I go to university studying Equine Science (horses), i'm in my final year and i've worked god damn hard after being put down so many times...after being kicked when i was down people saying i'm useless...that i should give up...hence why i'm a bitch. A hard shelled bitch who wont let anybody in because when i do they only let me down. I dont need therapy....i know what i am and who i am. I've never been in love...i've never been loved...i've been changed...my first serious boyfriend started dating me when i was 17, thin, athletic...then i got older and things change...and he didnt like it...hence why his new gf is 12...pretty...thin and 12... well shes not 12...but she mite aswell be. My current boyfriend is a prick. But its taken me a few months to realise that. Funny that people warn you about others and you dont listen...and then it happens! I need to start listening... I'm an only child...selfish...and immature. and i like the way i am...and i'm not changing.

I live with my two bestfriends in the countryside and get drunk alot...what more could i ask for?

Miss Emkay x