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Say you loved someone once upon a time?
And say now it is a whole complety different type of love…


Say they kept pushing you out of their life.. and one day you knew things werent right

What should you do?

When you have all the compassion and love for this person who in the end never felt what you felt..
But felt your feelings for another?


Do you give into those feeleings that tell them to suffer?

Or do you open your heart and try with every part of you to help?

Not because you love them
But because you know they need you, in more ways before something really does happen?
How can you save someone from falling when they shut themselves off?

What if I told you, I loved someone once a time.. and now things have changed
Regardless that he loves someone else in the way I loved him
I understand his pain, because she just ended up breaking him…

Regardless of all the past things and all the pain, I would of never wished this upon
Someone…
Not him
Because as much as I hate him, I would never of wanted to see him like this


And it kills inside and out because I cant do anything
I cant help him until he wants it
Therefore I have to wait and watch him fall

So have you ever loved someone like this?
And time through time you would give anything to have them happy?
Ignorant?
Stupid
Foolish?


The things we do in the name of friendship and love for another.
But I guess in my heart I know if I never tried to help
Id forever regret it…



i guess i ask, why some of us have hearts like this?
why does our heart continue to beat even after we've been shattered?


why do we go back an help relentlessly those that hurt us?

i dont know how i feel, other than no one deserves to have thier heart crumbled in front of them
and i know i have problems of my own that i should deal with


and i know someone people wouldnt do the same...
maybe i expect them to do what i am doing, becuase thats what i think a human being should do
thats what were made of... forgiveness and understanding, with hearts as big and warm as a sun


i believe people should put out as much as i do, becuase i value them in the ways they say they value me.

but in the world we live in, its never the case...


i feel stupid at times for my actions
but if no one first puts their heart on the line to save someone...
what kind of world do we end up living in?


...

what kind of world do we have to look forward to, if people first cant change their own worlds

    Posted by MissBB on 2008-05-24 03:03:25 | Rating: | Views: 152
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Soo true.
You don't have to just watch him fall, You can set up a safety net at the bottom??
Posted by  eeerm  on 2008-05-25 14:45:13 
  
lol... how i have been trying... =[
Posted by  MissBB  on 2008-05-25 15:03:26 
  
I believe when you truly loved someone, you should never want to see them hurt. That's why you cant just watch him fall apart. I would do the same.
Posted by  dparty  on 2008-05-26 20:51:02 
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