Its a very rare thing that I wake up feeling horrible. Well, maybe not horrible, maybe more amazed I am carrying such anger. Tonight I had a dream where I was driving a person (who I think was kc, but I am not sure) to thier home and he was sleeping the whole way. I was refelcting in my dream how we were having hard times and how I did relly love this person. Well, when we got there (to its home) the person broke up with me. Laughing at me, saying how it was great but awell. I was angry. REALLY angry. I grabbed the person and slammed thier head against the counter. iving them a huge cut in thier neck. Nothing fatal, but enough to feel bad once I saw what I did. (REMEMBER THIS IS ALL IN MY DREAM>>>I HAV NO IDEA WHERE THIS CAME FROM!!!!) I tried to help once I saw I had hurt him, but then they were like, your crazy and shit and I was yelling at him how he had used me and how him sleping through the car ride must have been conveint. Then I woke up.
So yeah, wow. Why am I so angry? Now for all you you think.....holy sht you are crazy....don't worry my conceler will be hearing about this later, but geezzz!!! Why am I so angry? I am just so amazed and horrified by this dream.