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There are so many things in my mind that I thought I wanted to write out. How much I am still in love with my ex. How much his and my latest sex kind of sucked. How much I feel naked. Both in my head and in real life. How I think I still love him, but dont want him, How much I feel sorrow and love on a day to day basis. Really and in all truth, I hate this life at times. I really was in love. Not the kind of love movies see, but the kind that warms you during a cold night.The problem was and is, is that he and I were never meant to love one and other. He is off there and I am here and together is just mass chaos. Does this mean I miss him any less?? Nope, but I will say something is coming. After this past weekend....I am tired. One more q and I am done.Just one more and I am....done. Just done.
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Posted by MissAmanda on 2008-01-23 05:10:23 | Rating: | Views: 68
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Hey girl, I've been there and it takes a long time to move on, I'm ten years the other side of it, and the feelings are definitely all gone now, but it takes time. And it's your head that's gotta work it all out. Yeah friends are great and new "encounters" fill some of the gaps, but you gotta get your head right and it takes time. Best of luck as you get there (I know you will). If I was closer I'd offer a hug, but consider it a "virtual" one!
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Posted by Breeze
on 2008-01-23 08:18:39
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I have been out of a relationship for 2 years and i still feel that way....what makes it worse is that i talk to my ex a couple of times a week...im her problem solver even though she is currently in another serious relationship
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Posted by copenhagenblk69
on 2008-01-24 11:29:24
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